So I got a lot to update here and now sure how much I am going to get through. But here goes:
T4.0 is still around. He showed up in Mexico and we had a great time, but lately I feel like he is holding on to me and I just want to be free. Yes, I fell for him. Yes, we have great sex. Yes, we have a great time when we are together, but shit, man, we aren’t together right now and we do not necessarily know when we will be. So let me be! But then again, we discussed that when applying for my internships, many of them, if not most, will be in DC. And if by chance I do not find any other internships at all, I will be going to DC anyway. But, with such due diligence, I have applied to San Francisco, DC, Boston, NYC, Chicago and Rhode Island. I have a better chance of getting into RI then anywhere else since there aren’t any planning schools there, but we will see. He might come into town on the 19th for the weekend.
Gucci is still around, but I am a little bored of him. He is just weird and not really what I want in a relationship. One of the things that bugs me is that he kinda acts gay sometimes. And he has told me, that while he has never had a situation where he has been with a guy or near another guy’s dick, he isn’t oppose to it either. Kinda weird, but modern day women generally do not want to see their guys emasculated, right. I was just gonna let it take its course and fall through the cracks, but then I realized I have a gold mine here! So I proposed we have some threesomes. We’ll start off with a girl or two, get him comfortable, then fid a dude that wouldn’t mind necessarily if Gucci touched his cock. Its a win win for both of us; I get to fuck girls, AND when we bring a dude in, I get both. He gets to fuck 2 girls at once, and when we bring a dude in, he can see how he feels. If it freaks him out and he chooses not to go that route, then cool. And if he likes it and wants to meet up with the guy later, doubly cool. And I was thinking to myself that what better situation to do this then with someone that you are not emotionally attached too, right? FIELD DAY! Now, the problem is implementation.
Which brings me to my third update. I started on again with OKC. I just like it better then match.com. I created a profile that says I am bi, but looking for friends only. Everyone who has been on the site knows that is just a casual way of addressing that you are looking, but not being out and out, so that douchebag guys aren’t going after the bi-girl looking for sex. I am not sure what I really want right now anyway, so this is a way for me to meet, date, and shag, whoever I want, without it being serious. Chill.
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